milehigh_7
Mister 500,000
Well I should have taken a pic of momma out “in my garden” you obviously are not familiar with the desert southwest. They are everywhere here in our dark damp climate. lolI can assure you black widows are not in your garden. They are typically in dark, damp places, and prefer to never be disturbed - hence basements and around siding, piles of wood and cardboard etc. I have never encountered one in a garden setting.
The tiny spiders you encountered most likely just hatched. They are called slings and are entirely harmless.
They are obviously beneficial. If you claim to have no fear of death it should be in your capacity to overcome this fear as well.