I graduated hs in 95. It's true what they say about the best time to plant a bonsai tree is 20 years ago. Until the plandemic, this was just a passing interest. Ten months of job searching is a lot more stressful than any job I've ever had. So I started channeling that negative energy into killing trees. YT is not a good place to find good bonsai advice.
A couple years ago, I found Bonsai Nuts here and started browsing a bit, and finally really got serious about this forum in June. So much to learn in the bottom of my inning of life. I might have a long time as a man, but not even a day in tree time.